Stitches


Now I know why people have stomach surgery to lose weight.

It's a sure thing.

You WILL lose buckets of weight.

And you'll lose it quickly.

And you won't be hungry.

I am not losing weight.

I am hungry.

And I'm depressed.

I'm mad at myself.


I have three good days, and then two horrible days.

All of the progress I made during those three good days has been wiped out.

Failure.

Again and again.

Forever again.

What is the matter with me.

Why can't I beat this devil inside.

What's eating me?

What makes me eat?

I feel horrible.